🔥 "What If Your Struggles Aren’t Your Fault?" 🔥

There’s a door that slams loudly. The sound is sharp, hurting. Seenayya stands frozen in the doorway, his mother’s voice still echoing in his head, 

"You’ll never get anywhere." 

Her words are an unrelenting soundtrack to his life a constant reminder of his failures, his limitations.

Another job interview. Another rejection. His frustration boils over, snapping at the interviewers. 

Why can’t he just get it right? 

Why can’t he stop this cycle of anger?

“This is all my fault.” That’s what he always told himself. But is it?

The anger. The frustration. The feeling that no matter how hard he tried, he was doomed to fail. Hard eyes. No understanding. That’s who he was becoming. He could feel the weight of his father’s legacy pressing down on him, crushing him from the inside heavily.

Then a buzz. A text from Shirisha, his girlfriend. “We need to talk.” His heart drops. The relationship has been tense, driven by his quick temper, pushing her further away with each passing day. He feels shame creeping in how much longer can she deal with him? How much longer can he deal with himself?

But then, a memory from his therapy session with Dr. Madam sparked

 “Seenayya, anger isn’t just a choice. It’s tied to your brain chemistry. It’s not just you.”

For the first time, something clicks. It’s not just about my willpower.

 It’s not all Seenayya's fault ALONE. His anger isn’t just a choice. It’s a result of a lifetime of influences

- his past, his upbringing

- his genetics, 

- his environment. 

He’s not doomed.

He stands at the window, the darkness outside reflecting his inner turmoil. But today, it feels different. 

He sends Shirisha a message: 

“I’m sorry. I’m working on it my Love”

Moral: 

Sometimes, the first step toward change is realizing that you’re not entirely responsible for everything that holds you back.

We are shaped by more than willpower. Our past, our biology, and our circumstances all of these play a role. Understanding this is the first step in taking back control on your life and creating lasting change.

"You don’t have to fight your demons alone. Sometimes, the first battle is understanding where they come from." 

- Seenayya's Enlightenment